fuck.
they prank called the house and woke everyone up. When hung up upon, they called back repeatedly until I unplugged the house phone.

What do.

I really don't want this to go any farther than prank calling.

(by the way, I am 99% sure this person/s is from the internet, just a few minutes before someone in my tinychat room had found out my full name (I go by Erin on there), city, and had said "lol, I'm gonna find out where you live". ughhfashdfhk.)

and so does death.

The dad of a friend of the guy I'm going out with died today while they were visiting him in the hospital.
Kinda really makes you think.
About how stuff that means so much to you can be taken away so easily.
I keep seeing it in my head, the guy standing by his father's hospital bed, worrying terribly over how it's gonna end and then BAM, the dad flatlines, and the boy realizes that this guy who's been there all his life is suddenly just
gone.
I don't even know this guy. Hell, I barely know the guy I'm going out with.
But I still feel weird. Like I shouldn't be happy, because some guy just lost his fucking father. (car accident, for you curious ones.)

AP Physics + Honors Trig/Pre-Calc + regular eng/hist + procrastination = me drowning in a sea of homework.
I apologize for not being active lately. I haven't seen any great shots. And no wonderful prose springs into my mind.

Right now, I have 227 deviations and 53 journals to go through.

Ah, weekends.

Guys, don't die on me. Please. I love each and every one of you. Drive safe. Eat healthy. Don't do drugs. ♥

I'm on stickam right now! Hurry hurry hurry if you want to watch.
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not sure how long I'll be on.

(sorry for the lack of journals. e_e)

means "I'm sorry!" in Japanese.

Wtf no journal in a month?!
I promised myself not to post one until I finished those poems I said I'd write you! I've held off on a lot of deviations, too.

Poetry-wise
I attempted to write them tonight and found out that my spark for poetry has gone away. OTL I will make up for it some day I swear! I have the comments saved...maybe I'll entertain myself during summer school. d:

Deviation-wise
I went to a reptile convention in San Diego the other week, so I have a TON of reptile pictures to show you! Also, I went to the Getty museum in Los Angeles with my mom, Helen, and Chas, so I have some pictures from there to post too. :] Unfortunately, nothing story-wise (yet). I owe you guys huge.

Life-wise
School wise: My final grades were 2 As, 2 Bs, 2 Cs and a D. I'm taking summer school for Geography, since I couldn't take it freshman year (band @ VHS).
Social wise: Urk. Too much for one journal. Plus, this is an art site, not a bitch-about-my-life site, so I figured I'd spare you guys from that stuff. Still single!
Oh, and I gave myself 4th piercings (in my ears). Still hurts a bit, but whatever, it's worth it. :D
I find it amusing to go through my old photography and look at how much my skills have improved.

Love you guys~♥